So there's this little gathering on Wednesday for Wayne's dad's funeral-like thing.  My mom wants me to go.  In fact, she expects me to.  I do not want to go.  I told her.  She got pissy. 
Tonight?  Some sort of dinner, that I did NOT know about, and she wanted me and Garrett to go.  Well.  I stayed home sick today and, to make everything easier for HER (since she's had a rough time with Wayne's dad and Martha dying... oh, and kinda because I was sick of it, too), I cleaned the WHOOOOLE house and spent my entire day doing everything that had been neglected for the last however many days.  She says nothing about it, no thank you, no nothing.  ANYWAY, not the point...  she tells us to go.  We say no.  I had a PILE of shit to do and if I would have went, well, I'd STILL be there and none of my shit would have gotten done.  She silently goes completely beserk and then tries to guilt-trip us. 

lol, not working.

Then?  Yvone calls.  Tells me that I really should be going to the ceremony on Wednesday and after she takes me to my driver's test, she'll take me over to Wayne's mom's house.  I tell her I don't think so and I don't know if I want to go.  She subtley nags at me for at least 10 minutes before blowing up, saying, "YOUR MOM IS MARRYING WAYNE FOR CHRISTSAKE!!  HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT YOU DON'T KNOW IF YOU WANT TO GO?!"  Ummmmm.....wat.  NONE of that makes sense.  That's my mom's deal, marrying Wayne.  What does that have to do with me going to the ceremony?

Anyway, it's all a big pile of shit that is being thrown at me.  It's all very lovely.  I can't wait to get out of here. :DDD

tomorrow = GSA.  yusss.

lol @ my lazy-ass typing.  sorry. D:


-reinbeau

So my mom's fiance's dad just died about half an hour ago...
And you know, this kind of reminds me of what I've read of The Outsider today. (Not the story with Pony Boy...this is totally different)
Like, the main character's mother dies and he just...doesn't care.  It's not like he DOESN'T but he never really knew her and she never really had any sort of impact on his life, right?  And everyone just kind of thinks he this horrible person and stuff.

Well, in all honesty, I'm kind of that main character.  My mom calls me, "He just passed away, we were with grandma making sure she's ok, i phoned to inform you he passed away...."
Maybe it just sounds mean of me but it really doesn't bother me.  At all.  I've never known him, and I've constantly stated, "He's not my grandpa, he's not apart of my family, I don't call him grandpa.  I've only seen him about 30 times in the 10-11 years you've been dating Wayne anyway."  I don't know why she constantly needs to push about it, especially in a situation like this. :\

Maybe I'm just a cold bitch?

Speaking of dieing...our "old" dog Martha (she's only 8 years old but looks about 15...she's really sick, though) is going in to the vet tomorrow morning to go under. ):  It'll be weird not having her silly smelly self pushing me out of the doorway when I get home tomorrow...

And to make this not so much about death and my cold-heartedness...

Mmmm, Vincent, you so se-xy~ ;DDD



-reinbeau

The roller derby was....AWESOME!!!!  It was SOOO good!!  If y'all get the chance to see a roller derby bout, DO IT!!!  When I turn 19...I'm so joining the team. :D
It was the Brain-Eating Betties vs. The Damned Dolls.  DOLLS were the best (and had an extremely hot, angry dyke on the team~) and they won. :D  Me and Tiare had a blaaaast~

Anyway... I spent the better part of my extra long weekend briging myself up from 43 to 70-80 percent in math.  No sleep.  Yey.

Annnnd today, at the GSA, I left my binder and two sketch books on a table at a park we were at...left for just a bit, come back....and...
Sketch books = GONE  aaaaaaand binder was torn up, thrown about, and evvvvvvvvverything inside was thrown around on the soggy, muddy ground nd stepped on.  AWESOME.
Before that, when we left, some truck drove y and screamed "FUCKING FAGGOTS" at us.

LOVE people.  Love 'em. 

...I would never wish anyone gay...


-reinbeau

I've had a bad, bad last few days.... I've been super irritable, depressed, been harshly questioning absolutely everything, and seriously considering dropping out of school. (OHAI, 3 YEARS AGO!!)  In all honesty, I can't even describe what I did over the last few days because its just like the big fuzzy static channel on TV.  It's certainly some kind of rediculous.

I know dropping out would be stupid, especially at this point and especially when I've gotten a second chance, but I do not know how much longer I can take living here.  I want to just take off with some people, get a job, and just wing it.  As I've learned, when I just get out there and wing it, it usually turns out for the better.  And even when it doesn't, (example: Masaru), lessons are learned, therefore, I grow a little taller, wiser, and stronger.  I know that I'm not going to go to University and study to get one of those jobs.  I'd shoot myself by the time I hit 25 if I had to work in some kind of robotical job.  So what the fuck is the deal??

I've also been getting into Placebo lately...Molko's kind of an interesting guy.

Oh boy, I also think I pulled a really strange, out-of-the-norm move at the GSA a couple days ago.  I'm really more of a raging lesbo than I thought... I obviously get jittery and nervous around the babely girls.  That could have been lack of food and sleep, though?  Who knows.


-reineabu

For the love of cockn'balls WHY?!?!??!?!?
Seriously?  He's doing what ever other human being does on this earth; marry and reproduce.  Big whoop.  Stop your crying eyes, tween-os, in ten years you probably won't even remember why you found him attractive because you'll be busy sucking face with your own boyfriend.
I, for one, am fucking thrilled he's finally getting a life. (<--was not supposed to sound bad...)  I'm thrilled that he's getting married and I'm beyond thrilled that he's having a kid.  He has always seemed like he's be an amazing father and he always mentions how he loves kids and wants his own.  GOOD!  CONGRADULATIONS, MIYAVI!  But take precautions and put Melody in a bullet-proof bubble when you go out in public.  Or move to the mountains.


I didn't really plan on writing about that because pfft, it's not really my place, but sometimes there are those things that just piss you off and you think "WAT?!"

SO!!  I went to my dad's house last night.  He signed up for some TV on the Discovery Channel (without even reading what it's about, btw) and they sent him a damn application form!!!  So since it'd take him 3 months to do it on his own, I...pretty much did the whole thing for him.  Anyway, I guess if he gets on, they're going to stick him in all of this scary, big-assed machinery and whatnot and he could win $250,000.  Not bad!  Good luck, dad!


-reinbeau

My dear H....You know I love you so much, but sometimes I want you to gtfo.

ghnjiueriurhgtriu UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


-reinbeau

So, after the weekend with Candice (which, in my last entry, I failed to mention the extreme fuckery and down-right psychotic that happened) I reeeeeally don't want her to be my date to prom.  For various reasons.  A.) she doesn't like any of the people who I talk to and hang out with (one, which is her ex-boyfriend, who she dumped because she was leaving the city) so if I were to go hang out with them at some point in the night, she either would not let me under any circumstances or she'd throw a shit-fit all night  B.) it's my prom this year, and I'd like to enjoy it without having to stick by her side all night  C.) it opens the door for her to be my grad date, my dry grad date, my everything date.   And just telling her that would send her into a murderous rage.  So I had to find a "real" date.  Darling Sophie volunteered herself!! :DDDD  She said, in her sometimes humerous Danish accent, "Tell this Candy Cane or whatever her name is that if she has any problems with that, I'm a tough butch and she can ask me about it" then proceeded to show off some strong-man poses.  Which was brills. :'D

Anyway!  I'm now free to mingle and enjoy my prom.  Yahoo~

That was about all of the excitement today...


-reinbeau